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I watched him as he came slowly, but
steadily, towards the doorway where I waited. He did not limp,
but the stiff manner of his carriage spoke clearly of hurts that
burdened him. I half turned towards the nearest of those who
attended me to find that she was already hurrying towards the
inner room where the clean linen was kept, calling as she went
for water to be brought.
I turned towards him again, watching
his advance, seeing the louring skies now release their water in
a vague wall behind him as a chill wind arose. A wind that
fragmented the falling rain into spray and mist, obscuring the
lake and hurrying people that were either clustered around
something in the barge or, such was their haste, manhandling a
cart into position whilst a horse was caught.
So he came as the day became dark
well before dusk, the heavens wept and the land hid itself
amidst the tears. He was a man that I knew, perhaps loved in the
way that was mine. A strong man, a warrior, councilor and a
friend. But now he was just a man with a sword carrying a second
sword, so a coldness stole over me as he came to my door.
I withdrew a little to allow him
entrance. He stood there with his shoulders brushing the jambs
on either side.
"My Lady..." He began to
bow but stiffened as the pain came swiftly to remind him.
"He has gone?" I asked.
"Not yet, but it will be soon.
A head wound and the helmet is stoven in. We cannot take it off
without killing him. He is already blind, my Lady."
He moved forward into the light of
the lamps, the second sword now held across his body, the blade
resting in his gauntleted hands. He would not touch the hilt -
the weapon was not his, nor very shortly would it belong to
anyone else, excepting myself as guardian of the principle it
represented.
I looked at him closely. Resolution
still burned in his eyes but it was for this last task and I saw
that he was close to exhaustion. Two thirds of his body was
covered in half congealed blood, now diluted by the rain and
beginning to drip onto the flagstone floor.
The sword he held before him was
equally filthy, if not more so, its natural splendour dimmed by
the work done. I saw bone fragments that force had rammed into
the gore that covered the hand guard. It was as I would have
expected. This sword would not come back in these hands unless
there had been the most bitter of fighting. Perhaps, I thought,
it was enough that his hands were still there to do this task of
returning it to me.
"Your wounds?"
He looked down at himself, just
bending his head, the torso still held rigid.
"This blood belonged to others.
For myself - I was in the way of a return swing of an axe and I
think a few ribs are broken. I was kicked in the shoulder blade
by a speared horse as well. The rest is just cuts and
bruises."
I looked at the deep dent in the
reinforced brow of his helmet which had taken a blow from a
sharp edge and had driven into him. Blood from the wound that
had been made, now dried, had run down into his left eye. This
must have increased his hazard for he was right handed and I
noted the fresh blood oozing from the chopped and mangled
leather on his left arm - above where his shield would have
reached.
He was beginning to shake now but he
stiffened and straightened himself, facing me squarely.
"My Lady..." He offered the
sword, supporting it on outspread hands, and this time he did
bow, deeply, as I knew that he would. I took the sword back into
my charge and care, murmuring the benediction of peace as I did
so.
Breath hissed through his clenched
teeth as he attempted to straighten again and he swayed, losing
control - but my maidens were there, supporting him, drawing him
away to a bed; taking his own sword and harness from him, their
fingers slipping on the bloody attachment thongs and buckles of
his armour as they set about exposing his hurts.
I put away the sword he had returned
to me.

He was drifting back into
consciousness as I waited beside him. He began to stir, then
struggle. Despite the herb simples I had administered, the pain
again took him, adding to the mental anguish I could only
imagine as he relived the noise and effort beyond effort. The
cursing and screaming and clamour and the blood and the death
of that dark battle, which now would have been our last.
I bathed his brow and spoke his
name. His eyes opened, flickering from side to side in short
scans - the manner of a man in close combat appraising movement
- seeking targets and avoiding danger. His eyes steadied and
gazed into my own as present reality came back to him.
"How is he? Is he...?"
"He has gone," I replied.
"He never regained consciousness."
Desolation and grief swept across
his strong face. Tears came to his eyes. He had lost a King but
he had also lost his closest friend. A friendship founded in
childhood, from which they together, with the weird guidance of
an ancient Enchanter, had between them forged and held a peace
we had for so many years.
"What is to become of us, my
Lady?"
I looked back into his eyes, giving
him the strength and calm that he needed so badly at this time.
I thought of the dual invaders that we faced, both of them
bearing swords of a kind.
The priests of one invasion were
already whispering their politics, beginning to rule kings, and
their sword was a cross buried deep in the heart of the land,
while their preaching of damnation took solace from simple folk
and put fear into their hearts.
He who had just fallen had worn
their symbols but he had still fallen and fallen in civil war as
the people became confused and knew not where to turn.
So the second invader had passage to
come. One which had been held back these many years and would be
sharpening real swords once more. We would fall between the two
of them, that was now clear.
I held his hand, callused and
hardened from the calling and duties of his trade. I told him
there was work for him that only he could do. I bathed his brow
until he fell back into sleep and rested.
Then I went to be by myself and
think. I knew that this was now not a time for swords but a time
for planning. The present was passing, just as a day will always
end. But there would be a dawning again. The moon would pass
through many of her eighteen year cycles in the years to come,
but in the fullness of time the land and its people would be
united once more
I set my mind to my task, taking a
waxed tablet and beginning to list the basics that would lead to
and steer a future which I knew that I could not imagine, but a
future in which I had absolute faith.
- Helix
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