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Alone, I stood, by the window of my bedroom, looking at
the vast array of stars that blessed the blackness of the
night sky with their romantic beauty. In the living room,
the clock ticked, breaking the silence that clothed the
atmosphere of the apartment. Wanting to feel the night’s
gentle beauty wrap itself around my physical frame, I
tiptoed past my parents’ room who, unlike myself, were
blessed with the bliss of peaceful slumber after a day’s
work. My brothers, too, were lost to the peaceful slumber
that claimed them the moment their heads touched their
pillows.
The front door creaked softly as I opened it, but I was
not worried about rousing anyone from their sleep. They
slept too soundly to be disturbed by my stealthy
movements.
I took the lift to the ground floor.
Just as the doors opened, I noticed a young man,
sitting on a stone bench in the lobby. I didn’t think to
say hello, for he looked as though he wanted to be left
alone. I walked silently past him, out to the surrounding
gardens.
I felt myself relax as the night breeze caressed my
skin, slowly making love to me through the soft fabric of
the nightdress that hesitated at my knees.
I started as something lightly touched my shoulder,
shattering my moment of aloneness.
I spun round in alarm to come face to face with the
young man who I’d passed only moments before, sitting by
himself on the stone bench in the lobby.
I took in a look of sadness in his brown eyes which
tugged at my heart.
“I am so sorry, for having disturbed you, miss,” he
said in a rich, heavily accented voice.
I smiled and told him that he had not disturbed me,
although I really wanted to be alone.
He grew silent and glanced away as though deeply
embarrassed.
I wondered if he was going to say anything more. I was
frankly attracted by his rich, heavily accented tones,
that somehow spoke of an upper class back ground.
“I once knew a girl...” he said, then stopped, his
embarrassment overcoming him.
I nodded, silently encouraging him to go on.
His gaze fell upon me and for a long time, he remained
silent.
I began to feel almost frightened and started to turn
away from this strange youth, when he touched my arm and
called me by an unfamiliar name.
“I am sorry, but I am not Joanna,” I told him.
He nodded, as though not believing me, and apologized.
“You look so much like her,” he murmured, still
holding onto my arm.
An involuntary movement of my arm made him realize he
was still holding on to me, and he quickly released me.
Ignoring the voice of intuition that told me to leave
the man immediately and return indoors, I asked him if he
wanted to talk. I knew I was possibly doing a silly thing,
but something made me want to help him, if I could.
He led me to a wooden bench that nestled among the
trees in a shady part of the garden. I would have
preferred to stay where it was lit by the apartment’s
outside lighting, but out of politeness I let him take the
lead. I only hoped I wouldn’t regret it.
Despite the gloom, I noticed the strong, masculine
contours of his youthful features, yet there was something
about him that wasn’t quite right.
“I have known Joanna since I was a boy, playing
cowboys and Indians with the neighborhood kids,” he told
me. He went on to tell of how they fell in love and how
fate cruelly made it impossible for them to be together,
his voice scarcely audible.
Gently, I stroked the hand of the young man, who was so
consumed with sorrow. Just then, he started gasping for
breath, and I became frightened for him.
“I’ll seek help,” I said. “Don’t worry.”
But he gripped my hand and shook his head. “You have
helped me,” he said. “My soul is no longer burdened. I
can now go to my Joanna. There she is, waiting for me.”
I watched, helplessly, as he slipped to the ground at
my feet and lay quite still. I started to weep for the
young man, whose name I never even got to know. I knew
instinctively that he was beyond human help now, so I sat
and watched over his inert body.
My family found me still sitting in the same place the
following morning, and wanted to know what was the matter.
I looked up, surprised that they did not see the body
that lay before me. It was then that I noticed that his
body was not with me. I knew that he had died, for I had
seen it happen before my eyes.
My father, knowing that I was not going to listen to
reason, asked me to describe him. I noticed that the color
had drained from his concerned face as I described the
youth. He refused to say a word, when I pressed him. He
remained silent all the way up to our apartment. Once
there, he hurried to the master bedroom and rummaged
through his things until he found a faded photograph of a
young man, dressed in an old fashioned army uniform. He
showed the photograph to me and my heart stopped for a
moment, when I recognized the youth.
“He was my platoon mate during the occupation,” my
father said thoughtfully. “Peter had a girlfriend, who
died due to illness, while we were fighting in the war.
When Peter heard of the news, he went crazy and, one
morning, we found him, dressed in ordinary clothes,
hanging from a nearby tree.” My father looked up. “But
that was twenty years ago.”
I was speechless. I had spent the night in the company
of a ghost!
However, for some reason, that realization didn’t
frighten me, for it was as though he had left a part of
himself deep in my heart. After all, he’d come to me in
the night, and I’d listened to his tale.
That night, as I rested, he came to me in a dream,
surrounded by a ray of golden light and told me of how
happy he finally was.
- Monisha Jador (age 18)
West Pennant Hills, New South Wales, Australia.
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